Trying My Best Poem by jess jayne

I'm trying my best,
to get better each day
cause, i can't go on
living this way

I sit there most days
in tears, and blood
just wishing that
I didn't do it

But i can't take back
everything that happened
even though when i did it
I new it was wrong

So each day, is like a knife
through the heart
I'm trying to get better
but it's just not working

I try to live every day to the full
but my mind starts to wonder
and take a different track

I end up sat crying
and feel like i'm dying
on the inside




Written on the 23/3/2010