Torture Poem by Fiona Charlotte

someone has said something to me
he said that love won't torture someone
but i don't believe it
because i have a reality to walked

my love do torture me
with his silence

in his silence he said that he don't love me
in his silence he said that he don't care of me
and
in his silence he don't ever know me

so should still believe about the first quote?
should i still admit that love will not torture?

i think i am not

you torture me so much
you hurt me
you break me into pieces
and i am weak
i am not strong
i am not strong enough to fight against you torturing action

i only can patient
and only can feel slowly your torturing action

until all the feeling is gone

you torture me so much