Tonight I Want To Love Poem by .... Chetty

love is so simple, you simply give and it is given back. So I thought!
But it's all just a childish believe. When you grow up you find love to be so hurtful and complicated.
I find myself wanting to love and share love; love becomes a need, craving that aches each day. It likes a drug so addicted to the written word LOVE.

You touch me and I don't feel a thing.
I don't hear my heart beat when you kiss me
My tears don't fall at all
My thoughts are not driven by you
So fragile, I have become numb
Wanting so much to know how it would feel like to touch your hands
What I would feel if I was to listen to your heart beat?
I am a fool, a fool lust in jealousy and insecurities
What is the point in loving when I know I will have to amend my broken heart after the fall.

Don't look at me, like you think I love you.
I don't love you at all! !
Yes I want to love, but you are not the one I want to fall in love with.
If I close my eyes and not think about the fall, I swear your lips lifts me up to the skies above.

Oh what a fool I am to be lost in the arms of the one not deserving of my embrace.
Don't open my eyes, for I swear, I can feel us lifting up to the skies above.
OHhhh I want to love, my heart screams ' I WANT TO LOVE! ! '
I want to give love! ! !

Love, is so simple, So simply given, so simply shared, so simply rejected
So simply hurt, so simply broken, so simply abandon alone.
Tell me all? ? ? tell me what you think I will find after the search?
Tell me what I will feel after I open my eyes and awake?
Tell me how many tears I will shed on my bed alone?

What a fool I am going to be, what a silly girl I am going to be; so embarrassed of giving my heart to a dream that does not have a road to its path.
My love is a lost fantasy.

Close my eyes, for I swear my love, I can feel us lifting up to heaven.
HOLD ME! ! ! ! don't let me go, until I am ready to awake.
Tonight I want to love!
close my eyes just pretend I don't even know you.
I want to love tonight, I want to be loved tonight!

Tonight I want to love!
Let my heart be free to give love without fear!
Love should be so simple, and so possible.