' To My One Great Love ' Poem by Lady Ysabel

I was on my home when I see
A one familiar place to me
As i have read the name of that place
I started then to reminisce

Suddenly I feel something here in my heart
I feel a certain pain thats tearing me apart
Then I found myself started to cry
and soon the teardrops keep falling from my eyes

I decided to go to that certain place
Where i used to come with a happy face
Everything are all the same as before
Aside from the feelings I had, It is no more

As I go inside where I used to eat
On the same sofa where I used to eat
With the same people that used to greet me 'hi
Same people who used to make me smile

I asked for the sheesha I used to smoke
The same sheesha that used to make me choke
I asked for the tea that I used to drink
As i hold myself not to weep

I looked at the sea that used to make me feel calm and peace
I felt the same air, I felt the same breeze
I looked up the sky and watched the stars so bright
It was the same scenery I used to enjoy at night

Time passed by and still I am here thinking
Trying to find out what I am missing
'Coz I'm not feeling the same way before
I just wanted to feel it all once more

As I'm about to finish this lettter I realized one thing
Now I know what I have been missing
Now I know why i am not happy as I used to before
'Coz you are not here beside me anymore

I miss you so much and I'm missing you more
I miss all the times we've spent here before
I miss the talks, the laugh and tears we've shared
I miss the fights and crazy things we've made

I miss how you make me feel good when I'm sad
I miss how you try not to make me feel bad
I even miss how you make me smile
after you have made me cry


I miss the way you look at me and stares at me
I miss the way you hold my hands so tenderly
I miss your smile, I miss your lips
I miss you bad, I miss your kiss

I miss the nights we've shared on my bed
I miss all the lovely things you have said
I miss every moments I shared with you
I miss them so much.. I miss you so!