To Love And To Sereve Poem by joey cooksey

love is hard to live with when all you know is pain and sorrew what iam i to do now a life of death i so chose to serve my land with honer but how can i kill and yet love this way must i give up my heart to serve my land or can i kill and then go home and hold the one i love would that make me cold blooded or maybe dead inside but if iam dead inside then how can i love with all my heart and soul so comfused am i i cant understand what must i do to truly live i want love i want serve but can i love one and yet kill at a command