To Find Peace Poem by lee robin thomas

attachment is a sign of someone weak
if you suckle at my teat you are a child
and I should treat you as one

too many people who posed as friends
live off my every move
my nipples have become red raw

there are so called artists that live off us
sucking up our hard earned energy
reaching with their greedy hands

you too could be a leecher
unable to create your own power
but very ready to take from some one else

people are lazy by nature
they do not want to do the hard work
they just want glory

they find ways of surviving
ways to overcome their negativity
usually by becoming psychic vampires

unfortunately as we know there is karma
people may get away with it for a while
but eventually they face themselves

if you have built up a kingdom from stealing
it can just be as easily stolen
a rich man has everything to lose

so you want to protect yourself from these people
you want to be free of them
you want your own power

you must be solitary
you must meditate
and you must become aware

there could be things you do that allow them to attach
you might have to reject everyone one by one
you might have to be alone for a while

this does not mean you have hateful thoughts
this does not mean you blame
it means you start to understand what is happening

if you sit alone and close your eyes
you might start to notice sensations
you might feel things

a totally self reliant person needs no one else
they feel content even alone
they hardly suffer

you must face yourself number one
you must look at your own thoughts
your own actions

are they pure
are they positive
are they loving

if you can say that you cause no harm
that you never have a negative thought
never have attachment to anyone

then you are becoming true
then you shall gain self reliance
you shall find peace

but if you think about others in negative ways
if you talk badly about them
if you try to harm them

you shall not gain peace
you shall not gain freedom
you shall not gain happiness

you must be alone
you must be happy being alone
you must rely on nobody for anything

this means energy as well
you must cultivate your own good energy
you must create it naturally with positive and healthy ways of thinking and living

every negative thought creates negative energy
every positive thought creates positive energy
you are responsible for how you affect everyone around you

if you know metaphysical power
if you have knowledge of magic
if you know the ways of spirituality

you are more responsible than others for what you do
an ignorant person doesn't know what they do
but if you are not ignorant you will face a greater karma

if you become powerful through dark ways
you are in grave danger
your karma will be greater than those who are unaware

if you rely on intoxicants to be powerful
you shall face serious impairment
it can take many years for damage to be undone

if you purposely affect others spiritually
if you know what you are doing
you are living a dangerous life

you must not play with powers
it is better to not use a power you don't understand
that to use it unwisely causing harm

people use their minds in many ways
they think it goes unnoticed because it is internal
regardless of this is causes responsibility

no thought goes unfelt
every thought has a repercussion
by thinking you create a future for yourself

you are responsible for that future now
you are responsible for how you affect others
you have planted a seed and shall reap its effects

if you plant a good seed and it grows many good fruit
you will be rewarded
if you plant a bad seed you shall be rewarded as well but in a very different way

do not think you can just forget your bad deeds and thoughts and walk away with no responsibility
even if you forget the karma still exists
eventually if you have not gained virtue you shall face the repercussions

everyone must take responsibility for themselves
if you are harming this world it is noted by the silent watchers
if you are healing it it is noted as well

you will be given continuous choices
choices between harming and healing
this might mean you go without something or give something

if you only take from life and never give back
if you live off everyone else to gain a greater height
it will be a hollow victory

you will not find peace
you will not find happiness
you will not find love

but if you give to people
if you try to help the world
if you sacrifice your life for this planet

you will be rewarded with power
you will be rewarded with peace
you will be rewarded with love

so look deeply at yourself
look at why you think and behave the way you do
it is up to you now to take responsibility

so sit alone and be silent
watch your own mind
and see if it is pure and peaceful

and if you work on yourself
if you try to become a better person
if you put in effort

no matter what you have done
you can find peace
eventually if you change you will be rewarded