To Be Fate Poem by Life Or Death Poetry

I am sorry for your postion
I am sorry I can't take back
What has been sewn
I wish I was a mastermind
Then maybe I would not be such a screw up
Maybe then I could change this fate
Maybe then I could become time
But I am sorry I cant take back
knowlege that has become
Or the feelings within
The words that are written
The position that we are in
The hurt that is within
Or the side that I was in
But does it even matter?
I am sorry that I keep doing the wrong
And now when I am angry or hurt again
all that becomes is guilt
And the knowlege that no matter what
I can't do nothing but try
And wait for nothing
And know no matter why
This is all my fault
and I hate myself for it
And I can't do anything
I can't take back what has become
Or my thoughts that I had sung
To be fate