Tired & Confused Poem by Yazmin Rosario

I know there is a reason for me feeling alone
I know that someday I will belong
I know someone loves me
More then words can tell
But for that word love her heart is compelled
I know my heart won't always feel afraid
I know I regret many descions that I have made
I know I am weak
My mind is racing I am so lost.
Pit pat rain falls down
My heart is hung
Love is profound
Stabbing blood cuts and bruises
Now I am dead
I am officially useless
Cry cry shed some tears
Try to go back forget those years
You were beautiful
So young and caring
Now you hold this grudge
Its no longer baring
Hate hate everyone
This has gone on for way to long
Scared frightned wanting to hold on
Just wanting to be loved no longer a pawn
Thoughts & thoughts running through her head
Sometimes she thinks it better off to just be dead
Tired pissed & so confused
This is the internal feelings after being used
Gone gone forever lets pray
Her mind is gone she has astrayed
Peace & love is surely found
Blood drops she is no longer around..