~thoughts Late At Night Poem by Mishaal Javed

Am I a good writer?
If words can't justify what I'm thinking...
But what if I make everything complicated
Just so it's interesting
I am not interesting
I am a bad writer
But I am proud of myself
I pretend I am good
I think
I pretend I am a good writer
I think
I can't make my mind up
I have never been this truthful
I have never lied this much
My mind is sometimes foreign
Sometimes divided
It likes playing tug of war
My opinions are divided
But still so strong
Maybe I am like that thing
-I can't remember the name-But
It floats around
and it's white
My thoughts float around
But they are colourful
-Sometimes
I guess I am a floater
And a bad writer
And I am not interesting
-I think I'm complicated.