Thoughts. Poem by Amanda Larsen

Pointless apologies I outer
Drowning in the unreal regret
The same mistake
The same promise unkept
Fail to keep you from the hurt I cary

'My road isn't easy'
A challenge
A threat
A warning
But hope
that you'll rebel
A hope thet you'll cope

'I'm sorry'
For the weakness I never can kill
For the tears that I planted, but still

I am happy
for every sign that you care
as selfish I've been I love your despare
forgive me for when I'm not there

'I love you'
Within the lies that make me
you surfaced what is true
I know nothing
but I know
I'll stay
near you...