Thought I Was Unbreakable, Guess I Was Wrong Poem by Shawnee Gonzalez

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Walking through the halls,
Looking around with the smug-ness,
As if you ruled the world.

Scaring people into trust,
Forcing your mind and thought onto those around you,
Few could ever scare you.

Their face's stare at you,
First with curorosity,
Than with hatred.

Looking away showing no pain in your look,
You dont care about them,
You were unbreakable,
Numb, No pain can puncture you.

Feelings are a mere toy you play with,
Their your personal puppets,
'Cause unlike you they are breakable games,
That come in plenty.

HE looks at you,
He really knows who you are,
He knows what goes through your mind,
You tell him everything,
Then the day comes,
He knows how it will hurt you,
He turns his back and you fall to pieces.

You break down,
Knowing you were just his little toy,
The puppet in which he over used.

The wave of depression hits,
Your here,
Hes there,
The unsolveable problem is seen.

The stares are penitrating,
Tearing away at your soul,
Losing everything you ever had,
To the hostile maggots you live with everyday
Cant feel happyness,
Numb, still, But a burning, Yerning numb,
The numb that lets pain in,
The numb that wont be healed fast.

Once unbreakable,
Never penetrable,
Now torn,
Thrown away,
Used and Unforgiven pain never ceases.

Thought I was unbreakable,
Well,
Guess I was wrong.
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