This Life Poem by Lanno Chiipira

I have a bunch of friends
But i can't see their true colors
Clock ticks with sorrow tears
My heart holds painful Memories
I can't spit my true feelings
I just wear a mask of fake smiles
Sun shines only in my dreams
I can not suck genuine blessings
Because all my problems
overhead their theories
Trying to race to the end
it is a bitter pill to swallow always
I do not know how it feels
like to have no challenges
This life is a prison with no walls
But I can not see the way out
This life! Only death can set me free