This Boy Poem by Cloe C

This Boy



I said this boy used to make me fall in love again with him everyday
I said this boy made me feel happy and did small things
like pay attention to small things, listen, even ask me how I am

this boy gives me roses and turns my cheeks blush
while turning my stomach into a pretzel
golden brown and baked with love
with salty grains that glaze the skin

this boy tells me how beautiful I look
he tells me he loves how I love him
he rolls around in your affection like a pig in mud
he knows I'm the one person who loves him unconditionally and forgets he's supposed to love me back

I said this boy started to act different
I said this boy had a different look in his eye
I said this boy started to act different and do different things
I said this boy had different posture and stood unconfident

now this boy acts like he wants to move on and see others
now this boy looks for ways on how to avoids me
now this boy acts like he wants to see others and walks differently
now this boy is too guilty to even be around me

this boy looks me in the eye dully
he dose things differently and avoids me
he lies to me and excuses his actions while I trust him
this boy has lied to me about small things but I trust he'll be honest to his promises to you

this boy gave me a hoodie the day he asked me out
this boy gave it to me later on
this boys hoodie I wore everyday I was with him
this boys hoodie I wore everyday I couldn't be with him
this boy asked for his hoodie back and wore it the day after
this boy didn't realize that his hoodie signified how much I loved him

this boy dose something I can't do because I'm injured
this hurts me
this boy starts to walk a different route to avoid talking with me
this hurts me
this boy is my twin so he said what we'll wear to match
this boy wears another thing without telling me
this hurts me

this boy says he's gonna go back to a different place which he normally doesn't do
this boy sees his ex and gets too comfortable forgetting me
this hurts me
this boy says he needs to grab his homework he comes backs with with his ex

this boy breaks me again
this boy stomps on my heart without a pinch of love left in his heart for me
this boy hurts me
this boy lives his life without me

this boy never thinks of me anymore,
this boy risks hurting his new girlfriend
this boy used three other woman at the same time he's in a relationship
I remember, this boy is just a boy


I do not miss him
I do not want to hug him
I do not need to pick myself up
I do not cry

I do not need to calm down
I do not yell at him every time I see him
I do not look at him
I do not acknowledge his existence

I can't tell which reality is worse to live in
weather I want to believe this boy loves me like he showed me but can live dating four other girls and not think of my name once.
or the reality of him holding my jaw like it meant nothing

this boy tells me he never loved me
I am so happy that I do not love this boy

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