Thinking Poem by lee bredeson

blinking away the tears
thinking of the day she left
as i look out the window
the pain sears through my body
like hot lead wishing i was dead
she fed my fire she was my desire
i was higher then i ever felt
how my homies dealt with
their girls leaving seeing
that it would never happen to me
as i sit rappin' about her leaving
if it wasn't for my homies i wouldn't
be nothing my battles now i'm not bluffing
i now own the stage express my rage through the
mic its like my own personal talking buddy
you think its funny to make fun of people who
are not like you, you go against me
i'll tear you in 2 so go ahead take my dare
i can tell you right now it won't be fair
people stop and stare as i walk past
you won't last one minute and 45 seconds
with me in the pit because the stuff i spit
is deadly. all this rage is from her leaving
and thats all i'm seeing man its normal
i guess for a human to feel this way
man i cant deal with this day
all because she left.
all this is what im thinking in my head
its my thoughts on paper its my life
she was my baby i'd die for her why did
it have to occur to me this is what i can't see
blinking away the tears
thinking of the day she left.