There Is A Way To Hide This Poem by Jennifer Blunt

I push away when I'm scared,
Only way to stay strong,
I get mad my mouth opens big,
I never say what I mean,
All randomness,
I'm careless and stupid,
I guess I take my stress out on someone who doesn't deserve it,
I never mean what I say when angery,
Never say what I feel,
I lie just to get you ticked so you leave hating me,
That's just the way I am,
All the ways that I am is because of the way it all fails around me,
If you just looked I my eyes you could see that this is tearing me apart,
I feel broke,
Not me,
I guess this is just my strange way to say I'm sorry