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The Stairwell To My Little Girl


Walking up the creaking stair case that leads me to my fate
Each step inching closer until I can’t turn back it’s too late
My feet are heavy and my breath grows faster
In this moment I have a clarity of this life that is stuck in this disaster
My knuckles grow white as I strangle the stair railing
I try to think of the positive but my mind is failing
I have no positive as Im stuck here in this haunted stair well
For a second I don’t know why I feel like im taking the stair case to hell
I walk up these flight of stair to a room that I know holds my little girl
The little girl that I abandoned, so like me, she started hating this world
I know she found out the pain and my past, but she is the beautiful little girl of mine
She is may think that I don’t want her but she is the only thing that I need to fix my heart in time
I have one more step to walk when I realise that in her room its quiet
If my breathing had completely stopped the house would be silent.
I walk down the blackened hall as I my feet slides on the floor
My little girl of 7 years old doesn’t want her life anymore
I love her but she will never know how much, I will save her from her fate
But as I look into the room, there she is hanging by the ceiling and I know that its to late

Submitted: Thursday, July 11, 2013
Edited: Friday, July 12, 2013
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