The Special One Poem by Rodney vali

While writing this,
writing others,
writing all,
I hope people understand.
I hope people understand,
what I feel,
how I think,
what I experience,
how I feel.
I hope to find someone,
who will take my writings
and say she understands,
say she understands it all.
I am happy in life,
happy with what I do.
I am happy right now,
but I feel like there is something,
something that is not right.
I feel there is something missing,
missing in what I do,
missing in who I am,
missing in my life.
I have not found the one girl,
the special girl,
who understands my writings,
my feelings, my actions,
without reading them,
seeing them
or talking about them.
Until I find her,
the girl who understands me,
I can be happy,
I will be happy,
but I won't be full,
I won't be complete.