The Pain Of Death Poem by Ankoku Gekido

No one sees my pain
It is there
A dark spot in the light I show
The light that is not my true self
But the mask I hide behind
The light in me is fake
The light you think is me is a lie
A lie I put together so you don’t have to see the ugly darkness that makes me
The torn and twisted maliciousness of my soul
I watch the pain of the people around me and laugh
And mock
And tear
And hurt
Every last speck of hope
As I think “what do they know about pain they are naive and deserve to die for their insolence”
So I silently lurk in the darkness
The darkness I had created
The darkness of your heart
And silently kill you slowly and painfully
I crush your heart and soul
I tear your hopes and dreams
Until you were nothing
Just an empty shell
A shell with nothing but pain and sorrow
And then I realize
I did not kill someone else
But I killed myself