yabadabadoo Poems

When fear lurks,
The shadows come to life,
Dancing demons,
Swaying to and fro.
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Each dropp is a crying child,
A beaten woman,
I grin when i see the deep red,
I cry when i think of what i have done to myself.
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Each night before i fall into the depths of sleep,
I pray,
Not to God,
Not for health.
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And when i fall into his gaze,
Down i look, scared into a daze,
Anyone who knows me knows,
My heart belongs wherever he goes.
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The blade softly touches my skin,
Just a slight prick and all is lost.
It slides away leaving a gap in both my skin and heart.
Inside of my blood I release my pain.
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My love is so strong,
For me to live,
You must be happy.
When you smile with her part of me smiles,
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'I don't want to leave you guys.'
Words uttered in pain.
In tears,
In silence.
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Your confused face disgusts me.
Red eyes,
Messed hair,
Your long pale body
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I'm sorry,
I'm sorry for letting you down,
Crushing your dreams,
Not being all you hoped for.
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When i am released from this body,
I want my friends to have it.
And i want them to know
They are the only reason i stayed alive for so long.
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