The Jokes On Me Poem by Bittersweet Music

I don't know what
You expect from me

I don't know what to say
I am speechless and angry
And very much confused

Why do I even bother to read you now
Now I just see my pain and misleading
It's like rubbing in a broken dream

And now I am confused again
But I won't say anything

I will wait until
Something explains
This twist of fate

My lips will shut tight
My pain won't let me speak

I will not be 'The jokes on me'

Yet again..