The Hard Part Poem by FRAGMENTS AND PIECES

i found the diamond of the highest value
but i have to throw it and i should do
no matter what i have to go
and free myself from dreaming and wishing too

with all my wisdom i did not want it to happen
but it just pretty insistently did begin
and my stubborn heart does not listen
that i should stop 'cause at stake is everything

i want to wait till the morning comes
to let the sun show all my heart's plans
but the cold night drives me to shun
to let me see that i am not really the one

how could i learn to vanish and fall apart
when my spirit has been confessed by the catching heart
and i just find my soul has turned bereft
and to forget all is the hardest part

what should i do with all these things
when it matters these, i have stupidity in feelings
but i have to be distant from that emotional ring
the part so hard, despairs it all would bring.

[maderoNaga 5 august 2011]