The Days Poem by Danyel Theresa Vertalics

Monday
I was all you wanted
my soul, my breath, my love
my embrace.
to everyday look into my face

Tuesday
you held me close
and I believed
and listened to you say, No need ever to be afraid.

Wendsday
I gave in, handed you my heart
fell complete
watched the sunset
and began to dream

Thursday
You grew afraid pushed me away
did everything you said you would never do
left we to wonder was this the real you

Friday
Stared into your eyes
Seeing the lie
hearing you lied
feeling my heart crush in my chest
remembering all the words you had ever said.
crashing in on me, was I a fool was this to be believed
Driving fast wanting to crash wishing praying for the pain to end wanting to close my eyes wanting to die

Saturday
getting through the day
dead inside
waiting for it to end till the sun set
deciding to sleep all my pain away

Sunday
waking up, lost and afraid
no heart left to beat
no soul, no heat
Trying to understand
what had I missed was it a lie from the very first kiss
or was this not about me but you
Being afraid
running confused

To live what we had I could never say
that in your heart I didnt remain
your lips on mine
the content on your face
the smile the happiness
could never be faked

So now I wait unsure what to do
and still so hopelessly
in love with you
SO what do I do
do I go back over the days
do I read between the lines
because you have nothing to say
Do I hold on
do I walk away
do I dream
or do I see
theres nothing left

but the days..and me