The Cutting Room Floor Poem by John F. McCullagh

The Cutting Room Floor



You know my face yet forget my name,
but then, it's for my roles I'm known.
I've spend a lifetime in the game.
Now, in the shadows, I am alone
I've lived perhaps a hundred lives-
on film, yet failed to live my own.
A stranger to my flesh and blood
whose children won't pick up the phone.
I remember that it used to ring
Back when my acting won acclaim.
For years the star was on my door,
I slept with starlets, drank Champagne.
Now my Cancer bites within
and I take pills to mask the pain.
There will be no more roles for me
Though I could make a passable Lear;
Hear me raving in the storm
but it's a waste with no Fool near.
For me there will be no happy ending.
Each painful breath is such a chore.
I won praise for my "authenticity"
But Love wound up on the cutting room floor.

Wednesday, February 4, 2015
Topic(s) of this poem: theatre
POET'S NOTES ABOUT THE POEM
Based in part on an interview I read about 85 year old Gene Hackman, but not specifically about him or his personal circumstances.
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