The Biggest Regret Poem by Rebekah Hedquist

I laid in my bed crying myself to sleep thinking of the biggest regret I could ever have had made,
To not be with you and now your with someone who probably fits you best,
Everything in my life rivals around you,
Your there when I cry, when I wish I could die,
You have your life with someone else,
And I live in a life with no one but you as a friend.

When you're in my dreams I think why,
Why did I push you away?
Everything could have been ours,
The tears keep coming as I keep thinking of your eyes,
The brown I wish I could stare into forever and yet I am happy you found someone to love,

It might not seem like it but I am….
My heart has been torn, to many times for me to count,
By people I wish I could forget but never you and two other people,
As if I could run away from everything yet I know If I left,
Nothing would be the same,
I would miss everyone way to much including the biggest regret I have ever made….