The Anger I Can'T Have Poem by I Am Rebel

i can't handle it, i can't
that feeling of suppressed rage
it will explode from me in a furious torrent
and i will be powerless to stop it

i will lash out and hurt people i care about
say things i don't and will never mean
i can't release it because i end up injuring myself
but if i don't it will do others damage

but noone knows, i'm not allowed
if am angry they think i can't cope and that can't happen
so i must put a smile on my face and never let my guard down
these feelings mustn't ever get out, ever

I HATE THEM! ! ! the interfering teachers that try to control my life
telling me what i can and can't do
NO MORE! ! ! just leave me be, let me do my own thing
get out of my way before i snap

but they won't of course, they'll keep on
wearing away at my patience until it gives way
then they'll realise why i don't want to care for anyone
because i hurt them, all of them, every time

i need an escape, a way to release it, i used to run
but i messed my knees up for it, and now i can't
so there's no escape from this wretched pain
that will end up killing me