Surrogate Love Poem by Danny The Dreamer Boyd

I'm searching still for someone else to love;
Yet merely love, not try to have at all:
For having leads to lose this splendid thing,
And so I must such slimy wants suppress,
And seek to chase for once unlettered bliss:
As knowing makes it harder e'er to cling,
And I can't just endure another fall;
But unprotected, naught erected wall:
I might get hurt if it were just a fling,
And I'm but zealous not to dwell on guess,
Besides, I'm having trouble love confess;
I wish at times I could such feeling wring,
Forget all what I can't but help recall,
And take my love with me still to the grave!