Standing Next To My Sin Just Remembering Where It Begins Poem by Lee Howlett

Standing next to my sin

just remembering where it begins

young i was waiting for

the one i looked up to

he was taken away from me

so i started fighting life

rebelling is what they call it

i say it was searching

i was only reacting to the pain surrounding me



THIS IS NOT AN APOLOGY

I DON'T BELIEVE I SHOULD BE SORRY

COZ THAT MEANS I ACCEPT WHAT HAPPENED

I WONT EVER BE ABLE TO DO THAT



When i was searching

i came across more battles

i lost two friends on the same day

now everyone is waiting for what I have got to say

so here is a sudden reaction I have exploded

into thousands of sins

so many times I have supported feelings

for it to be taken away from me

now all i do battle

all the feelings i need in my life

I'M NOT HERE TO BE SORRY

I'M NOT TO BE UNDERSTOOD

SO NEVER REGRET COZ I DONT