Sometimes I Wonder Poem by krissi b'williams

sometimes i get to thinking and i begin to wonder why...
how come we cant live 2gether, and yet we cannot say goodbye
we are as different as day n night
this i know is true
so if opposites do atrract, how come its so impossible 4 me n you
sometimes i feel like giving up bcuz i cant withstand the pain
but then i look into your eyes n my heart melts once again

at night, my tears begin to fall, as i lay myself down to sleep
n in the morning i wake up to wish it all a dream
i am so confused anymore, n i dont know what to do?
i cant withstand the situation im in, but im so in love with you..
i try n talk, to let you see my pain
but you tell me to move, cuz what im saying now, as b4, is the same
true love is supposed to last, its supposed to feel so right
but this love of ours, has got me debating night after night

im trying so hard to please you, but everything i do is wrong
when i try to get your attention, i dont recieve it 4 that long
sometimes i get discouraged and i want to run away
but then you hold me in your arms, and i decide to stay
your a puzzle with missing pieces, never to be solved
your gaining all the profits while im being robbed
i cant gain an inch of your heart, you psh me away n hide
and when i decide to leave you, you beg me for 1 more try

sometimes i begin to wonder about how...
to get throught all your cement, even now
how come it takes so much, for you to give yourself to me
why do you hold back, as if im the enemy.....
i loved you 4 so long...but should i just let go..
for distance has set between us, and anymore your some1 i dont know! ! ! !