Sometimes Poem by Scarlet .....

opinion: there's a possibility its coz u (u being a mind, a body and a soul) , ur consciousnous, knows.. that what ur mind body n soul r going thru now is hectic.. hectic could mean anything, its obv gona b super personal to u.. n more than generally almost u only.. possibly u know theres more, and theres a frustration to get past ur current point, whatever and wherever that is.. maybe a percentage is excitement and anxiety? eagerness.. fear, doubt that whats beyond where u are might not be what you want or expect.. infact obviously theres a higher percentage that doesnt even know what to expect.. coz well.. its beyond.. courage.. courage to take responsibility for teaching ur body mind n soul how to step, how to step forward until u can walk and move confidently *confidence holds a lot more than the letters that make up the word, theres a lot of practice and work within, which ur doing and building* beyond into ur unknown future.. an exercise: imagine you're a bird in the nest, and it's time mum picked you up and threw you out.. to let you learn to fly *not mum mum.. a mum* there is really no other way.. if applicable: you gotta learn that all the pain that has lead to tension, you gotta whole new lesson to teach your body and mind to relax, let go to the right reasons, to allow your system to get the feel of the fall and allow yourself to spread your wings rather than let the past pain and fear tense you up further.. its gonna be a tough ride.. and you know it *i dont mean to scare you: (*.. i'm letting you know so you can begin to plan and prepare what steps to take to teach your body and mind what to do and how, and how to sustain its teachings and how and when and where to use it for every step ur human body is going to step forward for your mind heart and soul.. you gotta do it all as one, one u.. all ur physics and metaphysics have got too know each other and trust each other.. heres a bit of trickiness: no matter what anyone else says about who and what u are.. its not going to be a five minute event, its for life, gather yourself and learn to stand up and know u are u.. remember to give yourself the time and space you and your body and your mind and soul needs to trust one another.. beyond, is actually great stuff.. and does depend on whats taking the step forward, and the eyes that take in the scene there after, and the mind that will interpret the views and perceptions, the hear that will live it through and the soul that will feel its truth..

i really do not know whut to say... but good job