I love you
You loved me
I'm starting to hate everything about you
I tried to make us work
Now I cant stand you
Thoughts of killing you
That isn't love more like hurt and pain
You're fed up
I am tired
I thought about it giving you what you want
I thought about it being alone
But I'm scared to let you go
I HATE the fact that I wanna spend so much time with U
I want normal but I'm far from it
What is normal
I want it all
Us
Marriage
Kids
Living together
I lost one...
Never got the chance to no whether its a boy or girl
I want it all back the pain the sickness
Just to hold you in my arms
Just to see your face
For that I wonder if we were meant to be
But it's my fault.
I'm empty inside
That's why I ask you for a child
Sometimes I think if I'd ever forget you
Not that I want you
I'm drawn to you
I hate myself for it
I keep questioning if we should stay together
I know that I annoy you
I think I don't even hold your interest anymore
I guess some things shouldn't be
Copyright Anita Khelawan 20/08/2014
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem