So Lost Poem by enjy yaken

i'm so lost i'm so confused
there's always something to lose
(1) the guy i wanted i trusted i loved
(2) or the guy i believed and i liked

1the one who knows how to make me smile or 2the one who knows how to make me laugh
1the one who knows how to make me cry or 2the one who knows how to keep my eyes so dry
1the one who forgets to buy me flowers or 2the one who gives me a gift every hour
1the one who hugs me and makes me feel like a lady or 2the one who looks at me and makes me feel like a baby
1the one that lives without askn why
or 2the one that beleives and ready for any time to die
1the one that is not so weak but i can control
or 2the one that is so strong and can keep me between the walls
1the one that fights with me every time i smoke
or 2the one who likes the way i look when i smoke
1the one that can talk about cars for days
or 2the one that loves all the games that i play
1the one that doesn't really know how to pray
or 2the one that wants to help me to have a better day
which one you think should i choose?
coz every one has a thing that i don't wonna lose