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The doctor wore his undertaker mask this morning. Miss Jones was in to get the full report. All tests completed and the biopsy is back. The room is pregnant now with dark-skinned twins, one half is expectation, the other odds-defying hope.
'Some tea, Miss Jones? ' This gesture breaks no ice. 'And cream or sugar? 'Dammit, is it bad? You beat around the bush if you're afraid that bogeymen or cancers hide within.
'I'm giving you six months', he says at last, 'perhaps a fraction more, I am not God! ' But with a voice that God himself would use. He hands her paper after paper after paper.
'These are referrals, Alice, the one for Dr. Fleece, he'll do the radiation, thirty-two in all. Then, after that, the fellows at St. Claire's will cut the rotten parts and stitch the mesh in tight. The Chemo, you are lucky, I will say, is done by Dr. Toxus, she will kill whatever moves and doesn't look too friendly. And Dr. Slurpey uses high-osmotic suction to drain the fluid from your lungs on Tuesday mornings. Right after that - convenience is the word: The pneumo's will inser the special nozzle right in your anal sphincter, grip it tight! To pump the hot air into you of all these therapeutics. And you will float like pieces of cacatum, and thank your God you live in modern times.
The miracle, Miss....ahem, whatever, names don't matter, of Modern Medicine has reached you. It follows you through life to watch you die. If there is even more that we can do, just don't be shy, that's why we're here.
So, all in all, if it's okay I'll leave you to it now and make my rounds. If you have questions or donations for the clinic, remember, time is of the essence! Use it wisely.
And pale Miss Jones then timidly begins: 'So if I'll die so soon, why go through the bother? Will I go sooner if I just go home and cry? '
The doctor pauses briefly in the doorway, and scolds her, with what he considers plain compassion: 'It is expected, what would people say? '
Herbert Nehrlich
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