Shattering To A Million Pieces Help Poem by Marissa Ford

breaking
crumbling like bread
saying goodbye
waiting till the end
i cant start now its almost time for graduation
for me to leave for basic
i'm trying to fix me
it's so hard
time doesn't help
it makes things worse
i'm sick of feeling alone
that it's only me in this world
i want someone to hold me
piece me back together
say everything will be alright
even though i know it won't
still haven't told parents that i can't go to college
i don't know what to do
i keep breaking
chipping with every goodbye
so scared i will break at the wrong time
someone please help patch me up
i'll be a piece of art
i don't want to die
i'm only 18
i don't want to shatter into a million pieces because of one decision
i don't want this for the rest of my life
i'm shattering
bread crumbs are bigger than me
i'm microscopic
tired of shattering
breaking
need help to put the pieces back tougher
pick up my life and start over
i so wish i could
i'm breaking
dyeing
i am shattered
broken
just a crumb on someones clothes
gone with one flick of the wrist
done with my life
gone to start over
start over
in heaven