Separated Poem by Teasia Ruffin

I knew this was going to happen
I knew my life and depression was going to get in the way
And now iv lost everything
And everything has lost me
Ive tried to keep myself on the edge
Now im willing to jump at anytime
I cant sit back and watch me destroy you
Ive been in the dark all alone and thinking
Its not easy being me at all
You think im kidding when I say im depressed
Well when im not there
Itll be too late, ill be floating in the river