Sensing Agony Poem by Anoushka Sinha

Maybe it's elegiac,
or maybe it's terse
Sometimes i'm a maniac,
that's something i wish i could reverse...
I can't control this frenzy,
i know i'm inept
That's something i see,
that's something i accept...
You need to know,
that it's difficult for me
Because whenever you go,
i start sensing agony....
It's something i'm not proud of,
how can i be so weak?
Why does it gets so tough?
when it's your presence i seek...
I guess i have to live with it,
because i can't let it go
I have to survive every minute,
and i can't let it show...
You need to know,
that it's difficult for me
Because whenever you go,
i start sensing agony....