Scared... Poem by No Reason To Care

I’m trying to stay strong
But my mind is always thinking wrong
It thinks of all the darkness and pain
It thinks so much that I’m going insane

So I cry and cry while I think of all that’s been said and done
Of the tears and the laughs that come from everyone

Then I think of you
And everything I miss
Thinking of our life together
It’s full of endless bliss
Thinking of you holding me
I’ll be forever in your hold
Because you’ll always protect me from the pain sorrow and cold

Your arms wrapped around me your holding on so tight
Without the pain and darkness
I somehow feel alright

You came and replaced a huge part of me
At first I was just so scared
That you’d leave and forget me
Because I was too far beyond repair

Then I was scared you’d reject me
Because of the darkness within
Because I’m just darkness full of evil and sin

But you haven’t stopped holding me at least not yet
And I’m still scared of everything
But you say there’s nothing to fret

But I still have to wonder……
Will this always be right?
Will you continue holding me all through the night?
Or will you see the true darkness that lies in me
And leave to find a better life with someone who is happy…..