Saw You With Her Poem by Happy Place

I saw you with her
Intimate and friendly
Probably too intimate
Definitely too friendly
Not like when we are together
Maybe it is not a big deal to you
But it is to me
Somehow, it feels like i have a sword right thru me
Sting me like a thousand bees
I tell myself it is ok
But the aching stays for days
I can’t bring myself out of bed
I drag myself to stay awake
Days are like nights
And at night, I’m haunted
I could cry
But there is no tear
Silently, I swallow in everything
What a stupid girl I was
I misread the sign
I’m not a princess
Waiting for her white knight
Tears well in my eyes
When the thoughts of you linger
It brought an unexpected smile
You used to make me happy
Now I only feel empty
Most of the time lonely
The memories are killing me
Maybe time will heal me
It’s never easy on me
It’s stupid to keep waiting like this
So I am taking off to different scene
Hope your ghost will stop haunting me
My broken heart will slowly heal
My days will be brighter then this
My nights will be quite and peace
Until then, this heart continue to bleeds..