Sadness, And Sorrow! ! ! Poem by krystal vincent

The struggle only seem to get harder.
The pain seems to hurt more and more everyday.
Sometimes I feel like I want to take a strong drug just to fade and go to sleep forever and today.
Never to have to be hurt again.
Never to have to be abandoned or rejected.
Never to have to be someone I'm not.
Never have to be told lies and to loose all my trust in people.
Never to have been a foster kid.
Never to have been looked at like a criminal.
never to have lost someone I gave my whole heart to.
Never to have to be the one to have carried the weight upon my shoulders.
Never to have made mistakes I couldn't take back. Never to have held so many problems in.
Never to have be told to be strong and that it will all get better in the end.