Ruin Me, Kill Me Poem by Isabella Francis

Ruin me,
Kill me,
Give me all the pain.
Please don’t let me go through this again.

I don’t mind shivering to get my mind off you,
I don’t mind not sleeping till three to spare a few moments without you.

I’ve said all lies that you and I are just friends,
But I have no time left to make amends.

I’ve cried so much for you my eyes are all dry,
After losing you for my faults I have to cry.

I love you for everything you are.
I love you for every painlessly painful scar.

Now I can’t even forget you after having a million distractions
Thank you for breaking my life into tiny fractions.

Ruin me,
Kill me,
Give me all the pain.
Please don’t let me go through this again.