Rock Bottom And Back Poem by Jake Samuelson

I sit in my room, The walls closing in
My Jager in my hand, My one and only friend
Heading down the path of self destruction
I couldnt tell what i was doing, hurting my loved ones
I was constrantly suicidal, The worst form of homicide
You think youll just kill yourself, No you kill them also
I didnt think my death would affect anyone
Im in a broken state, i cant take the pain anymore
My vision of the world, clouded, my view obscured
Slowly fading to black, thinking all hope is lost
My friends giving up hope, thinking im a lost cause
Slowly abandon me, My family, Disowns me

Only one never left my side, She always tried for me
Hell she would probably die for me
Were the exact opposite, Im the damn devil, shes an angel
But as always the light shines through, She never left my side
She never gave up hope, The abyss surely wont let go
Slowly fading to white, I feel like my old self
Not the drunken violent obsessive compulsive POS
I feel like the one who can live, laugh, and love

Too bad that didnt last very long...