Result Of Not Having Your Mother's Love Poem by Shilesha Johnson

as i ly here thinking of the past
i sit here and cry
thinkin of what i never had
thanking GOD for all hes blessed me with
but void because of our relatioship
not understanding WHY
as i ly
i think of what used to be
and how you hurt me so bad inside
thanking GOD where i am now
and i smile
because although i don't have you here
god could've left me there
and things wouldn't have gotten any better
and im here now
i made it through the stormy weather
and were not together
and i think it 's best that way
but what can i say?
that im the one to blame
and although that may be true
blaming myself constantly
only makes me feel blue
and feel worst about myself
and you help
as i lay
i think of all i had to face
and all that god has done
to bring me out of that
and help me feel loved ad welcome
but somehow
it doesn't seem to be enough
cause a daughter just yerns for her mothers love
a daughter longs for her mothers touch
having her mom love her
to that little girl is a must
and when it don't work out the way it should
you grow up confused thinking of wat u thought you could
have been but never was
and thats the result of not having your mothers love