Resistance Poem by Musical Mistress

I'm tossing and turning,
my soul keeps on burning,
the fire builds within me.
My flesh twitches with a craving
to take this blade
and dig...
to open old wounds
and bleed out my pain,
to darken red stains,
your loss is my gain...

But then I picture your face,
all my fears are erased.
In the dark the blade keeps calling my name...
but I'll gather my strength
and run the other way,

I search desperatley for your embrace
to dry my tears from my face...

I can't do this alone
you're here...
and there's no more fear,
the callings fall silently on my ears.
Flames turn to flickers,
Temptation fades away,
Relief runs through me,
Happiness here to stay.