Reminiscing Poem by jade stalker

New Years Day and you're not here
I sit and think i shed a tear
Two Christmas's have came and passed
Wonder how long this hurt will last
Remember the day you broke the news
'Different ballgame now hen' is the phrase you used
Four weeks you said, you got about three
Got worse and worse we all did see
Remember the phonecall about 2am
Knew things would never be the same
It's a year gone now and i still cant forget
You don't know how many times i've sat and gret
What i'd give to have you back.. moaning and all
Used to feel so big now i feel so small
Everyone seems to leave i'm scared to get close
Its the ones that matter that hurt the most
I hope you're ok.... plenty crosswords anall
When i stumble Popa.... please don't let me fall
Love You