? Questions? Poem by teiaire patrick

AS I laid there
Nearly in the tranquility of death
I remembered when you said...
I love you

But how can you love someone
When your heart isn't completely theirs?

As I laid there
Nearly drowned in my painful tears
I remembered when you said...
I wanna be with you

But how can you be with someone
When your not mentally stable?

As I laid there
Nearly covered in a sheet of lies
I remembbered when you said
I don't let people control my life...

But how can you be with somebody
When your life is being controlled
And your a puppet on strings?