Providence - Born In Fire Poem by Linda A

How can the sun be so high in the sky
While i'm down here dull, barely alive
Why does it get to shine so brightly
When I try my hardest and all my efforts spite me
How can I be like this ray, born from the stars
And make way for life, fools search Mars
No rainbow or aurora would compare to me
I would make certain everyone was aware of me
But I can't make present the shades or colors
And its in darkness that my glory fades & suffers
So I hide til the sunshine is overhead
Like i will hide until the day I am dead
Cause I know that I'm no star
But f*ck physics, why can't I radiate as far