Rebecca Paul Poems

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1.
Schizophrenia

I’m anxious.
Can’t think straight.
Thoughts are scattered like
Pieces of paper.
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2.
Thanks A Lot, Mom

Thanks a Lot, Mom

Thanks a lot, Mom.
Thanks for loving me to no end.
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3.
Look Back

Slowly crawling out of this hole in the ground.
Falling back to that place where I scream no sound.
Drinking so that I can numb the pain.
Laughing until I can’t remember my name.
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4.
Every Day

I have no power here. No voice. No reason to continue fighting.
I have very little memory, actually, of what it was like to care.
I try to rejoice in my numbness: celebrate the dulled sounds, flat images, and jaded feelings.
The expression I wear is emotionally ambiguous at best,
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5.
Pieces Of Me

I wish I could leave my skin
For just one day.
See if with me
The hurt would stay.
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6.
My Crash

THE blood is disgustingly pretty. it's the perfect down for my
HIGH. they say cutting is your brain's
"ALMOST suicide". but, really, it just
MAKES my pain real. it's all
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7.
Drinking To Forget

I wanted to drink until I forgot
your scent lingering on my shirt when you would hug me.
I wanted to drink until I forgot
all your empty promises and bitter words.
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8.
The Dream

Bite your lip.
Keep in the screams.
Close your eyes.
Live in your dreams.
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9.
Money (Reverse Poem)

Money makes the world go ‘round.
When I see my future, all I can think is
How far I'm going to go in life.
It doesn't matter
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10.
Out Of Time

Anarchy.
Total, complete chaos.
Live in death.
Die in combat.
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