Pain Poem by taylor marie

the pain i caused
it makes me feel alive
brusing and cutting my self
makes me feel real
it makes me feel human
the cuts and bruises
express my anger
my pain
my love loss
the murder of my heart
my heart was murdered yesterday
does anyone care?
no one cares
thats how i feel
i wanna feel pain
so i do stuff that hurts me
i hurt my self so you cant
u cant hurt me
cant love me
no one can love me
no one can hurt me
because im not really here
my body is here
my mind
spirit
and blood
its all with me
and the pain i feel makes me happier