Oh Why Poem by Desserray Whitcomb

why do i have to feel like this
Just to keep a smile?
Why do i have to cry dry tears
Before I get to heal?
Why must i hurt
Each and every day
Just to wake up to a different me?
Ive lost all hope and strength
If i keep hoping and fighting
Ill just fall down again and cry those
Same tears when all i wanna do
Is believe that i will be happy again
Why do I have to wake up in pain and
A shattered heart before waking up happy?
But in the end i guess feeling pain is better than feeling nothing at all
Just wish i could be the old me again!