Oh Lovely Anger! Poem by Iris Mista

I know I am horrible sad
Yet I am so glad
I do not feel it inside
Tucked where it can hide

Overwhelmed by another mix
A brand new fact I can't fix
Stronger than any other fear
Of all the forgotten demons I hear

It will vanish for awhile one day
but the depression will stay
So I can be so sure
Whatever it is, I will never cure

Read the childish words I write
It is only pain I hide
PTSD, they gave it a name
Damnation would be the same

April 2,2013