Oh Doctor Poem by Emma Jane Rae

Doctor doctor
Why can't you see
These thoughts on my head
Just won't stop tormenting me
Villains and criminals
Constantly on my mind
Searching for answers
I know I can't find
Questioning everything
I know to be true
Questioning love
And questioning you
I can't take the pressure
But on more gets piled
I just want some calmness
But my brain just runs wild
It's taken me hostage
I'm not sure who I am
I can't control the world
When I'm only just a man
You don't understand
The torment my head causes me
It's exhausting and exasperating
If only you could see
I am a scared little soul
But I'm not sure why
Which is why I escape every night
By getting so high
To forget all this nonsense
The bullshit in my brain
But the morning comes
And the black fog engolfs me once again….